I'm Moving

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Secret

I want to know, where you are,
Are you near or are you far?
From me.

I want to know, who you are,
Are you a shining star?
For me.

And I know, that you don't know,
If someday we will go,
To that place, that you dream of in your dreams.

And I know, that you know,
In a château in Bordeaux,
We both live, in each others dreams.

Because lately I've been feeling,
Like love is so deceiving,
Is this life that I am living,
Meant for me to be in?

So, are you near or are you far?
Are you my shining star?

You are a secret, I have yet to discover.
Whisper in my ear, lover.

Perception

Perception, originally uploaded by Renneville.

Life is merely perception,
That began with conception,
But its concept of passion,
Ends in illusion.
We walk in blind,
Through the mazes of mind,
Nothing to find,
What a sad, linear bind.
The eyes won't see,
What the brain won't believe.
The heart won't feel,
What the brain tells isn't real.
Perception of reality,
Is what we make it be,
If only we had the audacity,
To reach for our capacity.
It will never be filled,
Our fates never sealed,
Life is constantly new,
So revel in the view.

Loop

I have been here before,
I've walked through this door,
I can't remember how or when,
But this now feels like then.

It feels just like it felt,
The day she made my heart melt,
Memories can be deceiving,
These feelings I'm stealing.

I have been here before,
She walked me through this door,
But that was when,
She held my hand.

Her touch still lingers on my skin,
Only it's coming from within,
She's no longer there,
And I'm still going nowhere.

This empty room whispers in my ear,
Oh, how I've missed you dear,
Will you leave before you stay?
With the ghosts of yesterday.

The heart remembers more,
Than the brain could ever store.
And walking through this door,
I fall again into before.

Sea Bear

I'm a sea-bear, drowning in air,
And this dream, is just as it seems,
I'm flying, but I'm falling,
The water is calling.

But the water don't sing,
And the wind don't whisper,
Even though the voices in my head,
May beg to differ.

I'm a sea-bear, floating in air,
And this dream, is bursting at the seams,
I'm falling, but I'm flying,
The wind is calling.

But the wind don't sing,
And the waves don't whisper,
Even though the voices in my head,
May beg to differ.

And this skin is what I live in,
This voice is what I sing in,
This water is what I breathe in,
This dream, what a feeling.

I'm a sea-bear, drowning in air.

Rocket Ship

I want to build a rocket ship.

Draw out the plans in my little sketch book,
Color it red so everyone will look,
When I launch into the sky against the blue.
And they will remember how I flew,
Straight to the moon,
Away from the world,
Will I be back soon?
Float back down in a hot air balloon.

I'm building a rocket ship.

I'll bring with me nothing but memories of you,
I would bring you too,
But there isn't space for two.
And you will remember how I flew,
Straight to the moon,
Away from the people,
Will I be back soon?
I hope I packed the hot air balloon.

I built a rocket ship.

Houston, do you read me?
I'm feeling a little queasy.
I thought this would be easy,
But I don't think I'm ready.
I'm afraid of heights,
Which isn't good for flights,
I wonder how Superman does it,
Especially in tights.

When I leave will you miss me?
Will you carve my name into a tree?
Will the butterflies in my stomach leave me?
Will love finally see me?

I'm off in my rocket ship.

And she will remember how I flew,
Straight to the moon,
Away from her,
Will I be back soon?
I better not fuck up the hot air balloon.